Even with all the problems
That I keep bringing on myself
It doesn’t seem to sink in
To keep my mouth shut
Is there an impulse control issue?
How I picture myself
Is so different from the reality
And that makes me sick
I can never be sure
What would happen in a situation
Only that I don’t want the chance
To make any more bad decisions
Has it come to that point
Where I prefer to be commanded
Than to have choices laid before me?