Expectations

Things seemed fine
Actually great
And then it happened
Something I never expected
That's what I get
For lowering my guard
For stopping my usual expectations
And it was over
As quickly as it began
No use trying to pretend
The hurt
How much
Doesn't factor in
Maybe I don't cry
Cause I realized
It never helped
Just made things worse
Now I'm left with questions
And before they are answered
I can sense
What will be said
it's always the same
Now the one prefect thing
Is gone
And I must start over
Building from the bottom up
After letting the rain
Wash out the foundation
Of my life