Really is

Sometimes she wonders
About the way it really is
And if her perception
Is only a clever cover up
So brilliant she cannot even see
The dark on the other side
She had to say it allowed
To herself thinking she was confused
Wondering if reality even existed
And if the way it really is would be too painful
She thinks she is crazy
And only a picture
Could show the truth
From outside her window
In the rain
Hiding in her own confused thoughts
Maybe doesn't want to see
The way it really is