A Notch

Were you just another notch in the bedpost
Another name to add to the list
A meaningless number that taught me nothing
Or have I just forgotten you that much
It seems if I stayed
For even a short period of time
Involved in any way with you
Then it had to mean something at some point
But then again
I was sick and needed to feel loved
I obviously didn’t care much
Because when the next thing came along
I was gone
Leaving when you were not even around
Calling it off like a coward
With a message
And a quick crude meeting to exchange property and goodbyes