Getting There

I am trying so hard not to give up
To continue to suppress this sphere
Of anger, hatred, discontent and disgust
For the gradual gratifying release
Letting all my emotions go now
Could create a million megaton nuke
An over sized overkill to everyone
So this fight to hold true fro just today
Drains my patience and leaves me ready to pop
Thinking my skin is much thicker than a balloon
Yet afraid of all sharp objects
Knowing the one thing I can control
Rests in the faith and willpower
That I can deflate and deescalate myself
Before the clicking second hand reaches zero
And I am at a point of no return

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